FORGOTTEN
Forgotten Episode -46
© Authoress Manny
Britney's POV
Fine I love you he said and my eyes almost popped out of it socket
You say what!!! I exclaimed
Erm....... Don't take it seriously, I was just pulling your legs he said quickly and rushed out of the room
Is he kidding me, he was just pulling my legs, do I look that stupid to him. Well it not is fault but mine, I so much hate all this, why do I have to love him so much now I have to pay for loving him
Am such a loser, I stayed in my bed crying my eyes out till I fell asleep like the fool I was
Nick's POV
Am such a fool, I couldn't even admit my feelings without freaking out but why did she look hurt when I said I was just pulling her legs. Could she also be in love with me?? Hell no impossible
But what if she also loves me?? Ahhh that means I messes up big time
I never knew a girl could make me so stupid, I was never scares to talk to Victoria but Britney is just too different, she as that authoritative vibe even before she found out about her true identity
Ahh gosh am going crazy
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO OR SAY TO MY SISTER I heard Emilia yelled at my back and Mason, Jason, Amelia, Freya, Ian and Fiona was with her looking angry
What do you mean by that I asked a little nervous
Don't play dumb with me Nicholas Jason said with venom in his voice giving me the chills
I seriously don't know what you are talking about, what happened to her
Dummy you made her cry, how dare you huh Ian said calmly but you could detect how hard he was trying to suppress his anger
I kind of confess my feelings to her and told her it was a joke but she doesn't even have feelings for me so she can't like me right I told them cause I was really scared
Ah you are such an ass Fiona said calmly
Big fool Emilia said
Am disappointed Mason said
Why didn't you just tell her you meant it huh Freya asked with a very calm voice
Don't you know Britney, she gives me the chills, I get scared whenever she's close to me
But now you hurt cause you are a cry baby Emilia said and walked out with the others leaving I, ian and Jason
She's tough, strong and authoritative on the outside but she's emotionally weak inside
She can't let her feelings out, so nobody would use it against her but cause you are stupid you just made her cold Ian and Jason said and walked out
What do they mean, could she feel the same for ?
Why couldn't they be straight forward
I walked into my room and met her sleeping but she had huge eye bags, prove that she had been crying
If you love me, please dont give up on me cause I really do love you and am ready for anything, it just that am scared you might reject me that's why am being such a dick I told her sleeping figure and went to sleep on my bed
Next Morning
Britney's POV
I woke up the next morning and Nick wasn't in the room, i sighed and stood up
I looked at my horrible reflection on the mirror and almost cried again when I remembered how Nick played with my feelings
I slowly went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and took my bath and washed my hair before coming out
I dried my hair, applied both my body lotion and hair lotion then dressed up in one of my bum short and a black hoodie with a black flat
I walked down the stairs and met everyone seated there was only one seat remaining and it was beside Nick
I can't skip breakfast cause I skipped dinner already. I slowly walked down and sat down after greeting almost everyone Good morning
Ma what do you want to eat one of the maids asked
Just give me French fries and hot chocolate
What about chicken
No thank you just give me what I asked
Okay ma she bowed and left and in fifteen minutes my breakfast was served exactly how I wanted it
I ate quietly without uttering a word even though others were discussing I just remained quiet and I felt all eyes on me
Get loser did your dream boyfriend ditch you I heard Mandy say and I felt my blood boiling
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY BITCH I yelled slamming my hands on the table loudly
I SAID YOUR DREAM BOYFRIEND DITCHED YOU LOSER she repeated it making me smash my mug on the ground. Before I could move from my seat Nick already dragged me to himself making my back hit his chest
Please don't fight with her he whispered softly into my ear and I angrily pushed him off me and walked into our room
Nick's POV
ARE YOU NUTS MANDY I yelled
Why dont you see that she's a loser, she doesn't even deserve the attention you give her, she's just an ungrateful bitch Mandy said making me more furious but I got to control myself before I kill someone
I will not let ur words sink into my head for your own safety, I said and rushes to our room
Britney I called when I saw that she buried her head on her pillow crying silently
Please talk to me I pleaded and she raised her head, she was a mess but she's still pretty
THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT NO IT MINE, AM THE WEAK FOOL she yelled and went into the bathroom
What the heck does she mean, ahhh am going crazy
She came out looking a little better and was about walking out on me again thankfully I was able to grab her wrist before she walked away
Please let's talk I pleaded
There is nothing to talk about, you just a selfish self centered human she said angrily
Look just tell me what I did instead of all this I almost yelled
There is nothing to say, she jerked her hands free about walking away
I FUCKING LOVE YOU BUT YOU DON'T FEEL THE SAME FOR ME AND I NEVER GOT MAD AT YOU, YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL LIKE I DISGUST YOU BUT I NEVER GOT MAD AT YOU CAUSE I KNOW I HURT YOU BEFORE BUT I NEVER ONCE INSULTED YOU I yelled not minding anything but seeing her expression I felt like I shouldn't have said it
Britney's POV
I FUCKING LOVE YOU BUT YOU DON'T FEEL THE SAME FOR ME AND I NEVER GOT MAD AT YOU, YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL LIKE I DISGUST YOU BUT I NEVER GOT MAD AT YOU CAUSE I KNOW I HURT YOU BEFORE BUT I NEVER ONCE INSULTED YOU he said and I was confused and angry and excited
And now you are gonna say you are pulling my legs right selfish asshole I said and angrily walked out leaving him speechless
Tbc
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